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wonderingthinking,wondering
Wondering. Feeling so down, Willing to go. Peace, Rest,
Doubt is all I get.
What do I have to do? How can I do it? I have to calm down, Need to rest. Want to think,
Think to rest!
by ~nicolle18
memoriesMemories, Flowting in and out of my head,memories
Memories,
Hitting me one after the other. Memories,
Painfull things to think.
Memories, Hurting me time after time.
Memories,
Always here.
Near my heart,
Stabbing and pocking it.
Memories,
Some peacefull and calm. Memories,
Turning my mouth into a smile. Memories,
Giving me the fluffy feeling.
Memories,
Always near me.
Sometimes stabbing,
Sometimes loving. Memories.
by ~nicolle18
dreamDreamingdream
I want to dream again,
Dare to life again. Try to see again,
Start to feel again.
My life has changed,
So much.
It scares me so,
You don't know.
I'm sitting here,
Between my friends.
They don't know,
What I've seen.
I want to dance again,
Dare to sing again.
Try to breath again,
Start to life again.
I lost the knowledge,
I lost myself.
Seeking what I want,
What I can.
I allways knew what I felt,
Trusting only that.
Knowing that everything was right, &
by ~nicolle18
doubtDoubtdoubt
Doubt about if I can,
Doubt about who I am. Planning goes wrong,
I do so much wrong.
People deny,
Saying I'm goood, I'm smart.
Doubt crawls into my veins,
Put me out of breath.
I can't think,
Can't believe.
My heart ounds faster,
Scared as never before.
I wonder if I can, I wonder if I know.
Fright comes up,
Shall they leave me if I fail? Tears want to role down my cheeks,
They can't. Something holds me back,
Shall I sekk some help?
Weakness comes up,
Doubt starts again, Heavier as n
by ~nicolle18
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Heb jou al heel lang niet meer gesproken.. xD
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